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Tuesday, 24 November 2009
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don't let me go!
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My greatest fear in life is not
having a big enough impact on
someone's life to always be remembered2.
I wish I was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me.
I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what's
right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I'm
doing isn't cute. I want to be yelled at before I make
the same mistake again and I want to be held in someone
else's arms while I cry my heart out.3.
She looks so happy in pictures. Smiles so big at strangers,
laughs so hard with friends. But when the camera's aren't flashing,
when no one is looking, and when all her friends go home...
she cry's herself to sleep. No one knows, it's her secret pain,
so she pulls down her long sleeves to cover her scars and fakes a smile.4.
Just let it out, darling.
you shouldn't hide your colors,
even if they are dull.
It's a cruel, hard world
and you shouldn't have to fake a smile
so cry yur eyes out, let your heart sing.
Let those tears of pain go.
It'll be worth it in the end.5.
Music was her life
& the lyrics were the story.6.
If you look inside a girls heart,
you'd see how much she really cries,
you'll find hidden secrets,
best friends and lies,
but what you'll see the most is how hard
it is to stay strong when nothing is right
and everything's wrong7.
Life's a dance you learn as you go.
Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow.
Don't worry 'bout what you don't know.
Life's a dance learn as you go.8.
You can listen to a song and learn the words,
but, if your lucky, you can listen to a song
and know the story.9.
You eve look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in
the backround? Makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures
of you. How many moments of other people's lives have we been in?
Were we part of someone's life when their dreams came true? Or were we
there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in as if we were
somehow destined to be there? Or did the shock take us by surprise?
Just think. You could be a big part of someone else's life and not even know it.
-One Tree Hill10.
You can't upload love and you can't download time.
You can't google all of life's answers.
You must actually live some of your life11.
I'll keep living my life like it was yesterday
until someone gives me a reason to look forward to tomorrow.12.
I am living for the moments that can make one
smile without even trying;
that can change my mood in a flash;
that make me so hyper I am bounching
off the walls; that I never want to forgetI am living for the memories13.
Life is about
skinny dipping, taking shots,
loud music, smoking pot,
fights and make-ups,
true loves and break-ups,
beach in the summer, sledding in snow
annoying the parents, waiting to grow
sunsets with boyfriends
and concerts with best friends
big or small
quiet or loud
ugly or beautiful.
Life's about it all.14.
You know when something is wrong,
when you can't remember the last
time you were truly happy...15.
Take out the picture, blow off the dust,
Take off the frame, it's starting to rust.
Remember the times we had together,
what happened to best friends forever?16.
Be original, be yourself
because the last time someone
tried to make everyone the same
eleven million people died.17.
I believe if life gives you lemons, you should make lemonade.
Then you should find someone whose life has given
them vodka and have a party!18.
People say that time heals everythng,
but I'm still waiting.19.
Life is about change, sometimes it' painful,
sometimes it's beautiful, but most of the time It's both20.
Expecting life to treat you well because
you're a good person is like expecting
an angry bull not to charge you
because you're a vegetarian.Comment with fave quote and photo
QOTD: What do you and your family do for thanksgiving?
My answer: our family loves spending time together with the people we love, so we all get together with our close friends and spend the day together, we have a big breakfast then a big dinner. This year we're havng thanksgiving early because my brother has to work the weekend of thanksgiving so he's coming down tomorrow. and we're having thanksgiving on friday with our friends who are also coming down. I'm going to make my homemade cookies =)
Saturday, 14 November 2009
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1.
I stopped throwing coins into the fountain a long time ago.
I don't cross my fingers anymore or make a wish when
I blow out my birthday candles. I guess it's because the
normal side of me finally realized that no matter what
dumb things I do, the things I wish for won't happen2.
My teacher went around the classroom and asked each
student what they wanted to be when they grew up.
When so got to me, I told her I wanted to be happy.
She told me I was missing the whole point of the question.
I told her she was missing the whole point of lie.3.
You'll never be old and wise
if you weren't young and crazy4.
I wanted everything to stay the same,
but feelings fade & people change5.
Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
but to hold it together when everyone else would understand
if you fell apart, that's true strength6.
Somewhere, someone
is looking for someone exactly like you7.
Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak
since birth, it has always been a sign that you are alive8.
She covers her insecurities with makeup
She hides her fears with drugs
sshe ignores reality when she bleeds
and she fakes her happiness with alcohol
all so no one see's the mess she really is9.
Just because this isn't a fairy tale world
doesn't mean people can't live happily ever after10.
If you smile when no one else is around,
you really mean itComment with fave quote and photo <3
QOTD: What's your favorite childhood memorie?
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
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Hey guys =), good news! well good news to me. Things are looking up. Lance and I have been texting and he says he really misses me and he wants me to come see him this weekend, I just hope my dad lets me go =) anyways, heres some quotes enjoy =]
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The two hardest things to say in life
are hello for the frist time
and godbye for the last2.
The best memories
are the ones that
you try to explain
but in the end..
you just say..
'You had to be there"3.
LIfe's a bitch and then you die
so fuck the world
and lets get high!4.
Have you ever felt so alone and nothing seems to make sense?
well that's how I feel right now.
I feel like I'm facing everything by myself
with nothing but tears and a fake smile..5.
You may not always end up where
you thought you were going,
but you will always end up
where you were meant to be.6.
There are things that we don't want to happen but we have to accept,
things we don't want to know but have to learn,
and people we can't live without but have to let go7.
Sometimes you have to smile..
Pretend everything's okay.
Hodl back the tears,
and just walk away8.
If someone has something bad to say about you,
it's probably because they have nothing
good to say about themselfs.9.
What's done is doen, what's gone is gone.
One of life's lessons is always moving on. Getting over a first love,
dealing with heartbreak, dealing with death and dealing with life.
It's ok to look back and think of found memories,
but keep moving forward and you will live your life happily10.
I'm just a girl
whose hair is never right
who more then once has fallen on her face
who can't stop laughing at something that happened yesterday
who cries because sometimes nothing is right
but sometimes, I'm just a girl
who can't stop smiling because for that moment
everything is perfect.11.
We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take a little of each other everywhere.12.
I'm just me..and that's al I can be
no more. no less. no second guess
I laugh. I lve. I live. I cry
and some times I wish I could die
some days I"m funny
others I'm not
some times I'm in overdrive.
And I can't stop
you may not like me. but that's okay
This is me. and that s how I'll stay13.
What is life? Look around you for a second
life is what happens to you right now,
while you are reading this
that's you. That's life14.
Most people run because deep down,
they want to be chased15.
Be random. Take chances. Say no. Dance in the rain. Cry
Spend all your cash. Be random. Sing out loud. Get revenge
Fall in love. Laugh till your stomach hurts. Dance like no ones is watching.
Laugh at a stupid joke. Say I love you. Make someone feel better.
Turn up the radio. Take too many pictures. Do a cartwhell. Make up a song.
Tell someone how much they mean to you. Try something new.
Have fun. Love someone new. Life life.16.
You'll eventually lose someone you love, so take too
many pictures laugh too much. Make to many
memories. & love like you've never been hurt,
because every 60 seconds you spend being upset, is
a minute of happiness you'll never get back.17.
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone;
and do not be troubled about the future, for it has no come.
Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering
-One Tree Hill18.
As you grow up,
you learn the difference
between falling in love
and holding hands.
Kissing doesn't always
mean something,
promises can be broken
as quickly as they were made,
and sometimes,
goodbyes really are forever...19
The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions:
Could have, Might have, and Should have.20.
I'm just a girl
who wants what she can't have
who dreams for too much
who falls for the bad boys
who kisses and tells
who cries too often
who eats&eats when broken up with
who longs to be loved
who doesn't see the beauty in herself that everyone else sees
who laughs at things that happened yesterday
who hides her feelins
who cares what people think of her
whobelieves in others more thand herself
who is looking for a place in this world.Comment with favorite quote and photo
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QOTD: How are you doing?
Saturday, 07 November 2009
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1.
Good going kid, you've got a bad control over her.
Something even she herself can't even control,
and all she wants to do is to pour her feelings out but
that seems so hard to do because she's afraid you'll
be like every other guy. Disregard and brush her off,
and try to change the subject, which hurts a bit more
than rejection. She's so strong but once the topic comes to you,
a simple thing can break her down. You can leave her in tears
and stand there wondering what you did because that's how
much she's into you. You're like her addiction running through her veins,
the bad habit she can't seem to break. And she'd do anything to get
over you, because if she could, she would ave already done so.2.
Here's a toast.
to the good days, the better friends.
The ones tat you just can't live without.
The people that have taught you how to party.
How to live. How to have a good time just sitting around.
Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem,
are going to be there for you.
To lean back on and catch you if you fall3.
I hate how we never hang out anymore,
& how we were great friends.
I hate how you'll never flirt with me,
but then you'll flirt with my best friends.
I hate how whenever I see you,
you don't see me. I hate when I have
something to say online,
your only response is, "cool"
& boy, do I hate it when you make me smile.4.
This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up.
This is why you should see the glass as half empty.
So when the whole thing spills, you aren't as devastated.5.
Take all the time you need to heal emotionally.
Moving on doesn't take a day, it takes lots of little steps to
be able to break free of your broken self.6.
I have a bad habit. Every time you hurt me I always say I'm
done with you, that I'm going to move one
and I'm gonna stop talking to you & guess what?
It never happens. Maybe It'll be different this time.
Maybe I could go through with what I say.7.
Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad.
You need to break down and be torn apart.
You nee to learn how to pick yourself up
and put yourself back together.
Sometimes, the only way to be happy
is to give into sadness first.
Cause without sadness,
there's no happiness,
you would never learn to smile8.
Sit back, Relax
and watch Ellen dance around a little.9.
There's always that one person
no matter how long it's been
or how badly they've treated you,
if they say I love you.
You will say it back.10
Just wait. Wait a while.
you're gonna see, the best you
ever had was me. But you're
going to wait, and I'm going to
be gone.11.
I'm leaving the past where it belongs;
behind me. My future? Well, it looks
great cause you won't be a part of it12.
Some days I can't stop thinking about you
and others I wonder why I even waste my time13.
Sweetie who are you kidding...
You're wasting your time,
he'll never love you14.
Too bad that people can't switch problems.
Because nobody knows how to solve their
own problems, but they always
know how to solve another's15.
They say nothing last forever.
What they don't tell you is that
Love and Friendship is not nothing.16.
Sometimes, don't you wish your life was a movie?
That way you could rewind your favorite parts,
fast forward the parts were you cry,
and the ending is always happy.17.
You don't stop playing because you grow old;
you grow old because you stop playing18.
I like to pretend that everything's alright
because when everybody else thinks you're fine,
sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.19.
Sometimes you just can't open up to someone.
Not because you don't trust them.
But because once you tell someone how you feel inside,
you're giving them permission to hurt you20.
If you obey the rules,
you'll miss all the fun.Comment with fave quote and photo.
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Monday, 02 November 2009
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There ought to be a place to go
when you don't feel like yourself and
you don't want to be alone
when you can't sleep
or you're tired of getting drunk
and the grass doesn't work for you anymore
there is a place that I've once known to go
that never seen this darkness but only
that light that shine through with every bit of my heart
a place that has been taken away from me
a place that's now holding hands with another happiness2.
And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh
and if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass
and I will keep you company
through those days so long and black.3.
Be different
being different is good,
not everybody should all be clones of each other,
were's the fun in that?
be yourself, think for yourself, live for yourself, just be you.4.
I am floating away, lost in space of my won
and I am floating in space, lost in hallucinations
you should have known I was dangerous
When I found the keys on the stiars
and hardly made it through the front door5.
See, I don't mean to scare you now and push you away,
cause I'm not tryin to rush anything
but when I look into your eyes
I'm not scared you'll say,
I see little you, I'm in the picture too.6.
Will you meet me halfway,
right at the border line?
That's where I'm gonna wait for you.7.
A thousand lies have made me colder
and I don't think I can look at this the same.
I'm here without you baby,
but your still with me in my dreams,
and tonight there's only you and me.8.
Some people say that I'm not worth it,
I've made mistakes but nobodys perfect.
Guess I'll give it a try.9.
I'm in one of those moods that nothing is really wrong with my life,
but my brain keeps on insisting that there is
or maybe it's my heart that's doing the insisting
I can't really tell. You know that feeling?10.
You bit your lip; you keep pretending
that you're made of stone.
You never let it show, but darling
everybody knows.11.
You want me again
but I don't believe it's for any of the right reasongs..
& you're not saying anything you should to prove me wrong.12.
You can't deny laughter, when it comes,
it plops down in your favorite chair
and stays as long as it wants.13.
You were never a waste of time
you were just a harsh relization
that I could do better.14.
We hadn't talked in weeks, and here we are, again.
Talking, laughing, goofing off like we did months ago.
How could this happen? How could I fall for you, again15.
Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn't change anything;
It just messes with your mind & steals your happiness16.
&& if I had to sum up this past year,
I wasted months of it trying to impress you.
I wasted hours of days just talking to your on the phone.
and what did it get me? a broken heart, a very quiet cell phone,
piles of clothes I'll never wear again,
and drawers full of many types of makeup.
It wasn't worth it. You werent' worth my time.17.
Sex is never innocent. It's intense, it's passionate,
and sometimes it can be life altering,
but it is never innocent.18.
When I walk in the club
all eyes on me
I'm with the party rock crew
all drinks are free
We like ciroc
We love patrone
we came to party rock
Everybody it's on19.
Have you not realized, that everytime she sees you,
she automatically smiles?20.
I don't know what it is about you
Maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking,
or how you make me smile more then anyone else has.
It could be the way you say the right thing at the right time.
but whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me.21.
I miss the girl I used to be,
I do not recongnize who this is.
With my smudged mascara, wild eyes
What is happening to me?22.
Trustign you when you're drunk
and trusthing you when you're sober
are two completely different issues
I hate who you become
when the whisky hits you.23.
I know that I shouldn't like him, because I know it's not working,
so I convince myself that I don't. And then I see him and he'll smile or
put his arm around me or just say anything and then all that logice and
convincing me evaporates.24.
I've been lonely tonight.
I've been fighting the urge to text him and tell him that I miss him.
I don't want to know him anymore.Comment with favorite quote and phot
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